Well me and my bf had a discussion and at first it did turn into an argument, but he apologized about it.. and I was just wondering, was I wrong for the way I was thinkin.. Cuz if I'm wrong.. I'm not scared to say I'm sorry.
Anways.. the begginning of this week. I was conversating with my bf on the phone. I told him I wanted to go out this weekend with a guy friend. Its been a long time since I've had any fun and I don't have any friends.. Just associates, i guess.
. But anywho at first my bf was okay with it, but he changed his mind, we talking about it and he feels that I'm too sexually vulnerable right now because I haven't had sex in 9 months... ( He seems to get very possesive sometimes)anyway---i told him i was going to respect his decision and not go.
Okay after that then my bf started telling me about his next door neighbor.. the night before he smoked sum trees with her. He told me he smoked with her before (only twice total).. but i thought he was done after the first time, because he told me he smoked @ her house.. and she was walkin around half naked.. sitting on the couch legs open.. being very sexually.... inviting. He also told me she recently broke up with her boyfriend and she sleeps around with guys alot.. ( I don't know where he got all this info so I assumed that he had some history with her)
I told him i don't want him smoking with her and if he does it again we are done, its a wrap. WHAT WOMEN IN HER RIGHT MIND WOULD WANT HER MAN BEING AROUND ANOTHER FEMALE LIKE THAT??!
He told me that I was overreacting and that he has self control over temptation.. and I was like oh okay so she IS tempting you.. and according to him he hasn't been having sex so if he thinks I'm vulnerable than he should be vulnerable too.
He also said that he is going to smoke with her again and tell me about it. And that I won't dump him. Conversation ended.
He called me yesterday and apologized and told me that he saw his neighbor talking to his brother and he didn't speak to her he just went his own way..
I mean there is a possiblity that he is still smoking with her.. but I don't want to be one of those women who have to worry about what my man is doing 24/7, so-- I'm going to give him the benefit(sp??Grr) of the doubt and trust him..
I keep thinkin was I wrong about that??... But everytime I think it I say HELL NAW!!
Edited by Twisted_Angel - Jun 11 2010 at 5:42pm